I have been making a lot of recipes from scratch, but it is a lot of work. We don’t have that many choices when it comes to eating out. I have shorten the list of “approved” foods for myself immensely. I am trying to be less strict with myself. Food used to be fun for me, until it became an addiction to make food perfectly nutritionally speaking. Which no one can be perfect but God and Jesus.
My type A personally and perfectionist tendencies have been getting the best of me. Getting in the way of myself creating something I love has damaged my soul. Only God can heal the pain I have caused myself. I am slowly trying to relax my rules in order to get a break sometimes and let God heal me.
I have been burning myself out with cooking, stressing, and working. I really need to find a better balance. I am hoping God can show me a better way. Where does God need to help you in your life?